FEEL

Was yumcharing together with Ah Loong tonight. He shared this funny story.

He have this girl staff in his bridal shop ( family business ). And this girl got a boyfriend. For the first few weeks (or months i forgot), the boyfriend will drive his car and going a few circles around the bridal shop area after sending the girlfriend to work..

When asked why do he do that ?

"i drive rounding around your shop, so that you will FEEL that im guarding and protecting you"

WTF....... ?????

8

8 met
on a heart shape day
2 were my old's
the rest are new

from planned sushi
to a waited more than an hour
but food never arrived cafe
to a dim sum restaurant

thought was a one night stop
ended up almost every weekend
every other day
for sure every wednesday

different backgrounds
funny stories
fresh characters
balance gender
caring and laughter

funnyhow it all connected
despite the connected area
and the circle is growing out 8
where were they before this ?
where were i before this ?
how were we before this ?

Connect - disconnect - reconnect

make believe.

Hgih

After few days practises, finally managed to jump and play and sing with my GRX40, hanging as low as till below my waist..looks so much cooler ! wuahahahaha.. now i need a mic stand ..!

Realtek sound card not nice lehh..i want back my VIA... !!!! @#$!%!$!#@!

Jammin Jammin Jammin ... can't wait... !

9 more picture messages in 4 days time..shit shit shit !!

Banyak ammendments...die die die !

life getting back to ol' batman...ooo..not very good le !

Parents cold war ends... finally mannnn !

air cond filter changeddd ... i get cold now !!

Washed my car after the rain ...so please don't rain !

3000km passed service point ..how how...shit..i gonna kena from my dad later...

hey hey..you must be sleeping, waiting for your reply ...hope you get the job yea !!

Ooh oohh..another Flash again...makan makan...thanks thanks !

Sorry ah the recent face for Jusco Aeon model, sure you must be dissappointed leh..hope to see you soon anyway..hehehe !

Zeon Zeon Zeon...so headache ....Ganozhi Ganozhi ... waiting for your positive reply

SRC cepat call back when cik Jan is not around !! im busy leh..hahahaha..jk !

I threw away burned back work cd ! lucky Jo is still around !!

Pass pass goal tomolo .. yeah
drop shot smash after tomolo.. yeah

Ice Age 2 .. yeah !

Genting..come come...! but don't get fooled on the day !

The N times he borrowed 50 bucks from me unreturned...haha..but its alrite...500, 5000 bucks or more also i will borrow or help , coz i will always love him !

k....time to sleep..1000000% will be waken up by 0122248512 tomolo ! hahahahaa...:)


Good morning everyone !!! thanks for readin my bullshit..im a zombie jorrrr...shit..hungry...dun care la..not the first time....nite. nite.

Song For Sale

Finally after one week...my PC is rebornnnn...

Thought was the RAM problem..but after finally brought over for checking..the harddisk was ok, but its my motherboard problem..sudah almost gone burst. Must be overheat or something, coz the chips all look like sudah kembangg..like almost gonna burst like that...luckily i brought it over for service in time..else..i really dunno what will happened next..

Changed my motherboard and finally everything is up working again. Running on 768 now, 256mb faster than my previous speed. But my old 512MB ram will be coming back soon :) coz previously i thought was my RAM spoilt, so i brought in for a change, ( FYI, Kingston RAM got lifetime warranty ), and the computer guy, which is my bro's friend, was kind enough to borrow me a 256 RAM for temporary use. So..imagine i've been running on 256 for the past 1 week...really slow lor...one Photoshop and one Illustrator application enough to make my computer freeze...hahaha..

I bought a new 512 Kingston RAM. Together with the friend's 256RAM, running on 768 now. Hopefully my old 512 RAM will be back by next week, so i can run on 1 GIG RAM, after returning the 256..i sounds a bit jakun, coz i know memang alot of people have been running on 1 gig RAM or more for some times..hahahaha...

Sometimes...money can save you some problems and makes your life easier..hahaha..or like Frisha said, bring happiness to your pc..hahahaha..

Hit my walkman record button, and recorded this one song live just like that, spontaneously, on the spot just like that..hahaa, during the time when my pc cant even boot. No drums and bass, so just acoustic..song for sale....

http://www.i-bands.net/audiovault/bands/1444/music.php

support support a bit..ahhahahaa

Blue Screen

aiyooo..please laa..enough of blue screen jorrrrr....
leave me alone for a while...
let me finished up my work for tomorrow's deadline at least...
be good to me lah...tolong tolonggg...


my RAM is giving me problem. Besides, i think my almost 3 years old desktop is ..old.

Thinking of the money i need to spend to upgrade my stuffs...

duhhhh...of all the time but this time !

The god must be playing with me ! else the god must be crazyy..hahaha..

McD Queue

Sunday. Dropped by for McD before 9:25pm Underworld...

beratur-ing. a voice from behind
stranger : you see, the queue is long but you don't complaint. At home, you are hungry..you shout heyy..where is dinner ? how long more ??

me :(turn around to see this 30s indian guy)..hehe..
me : ( find it rude to be quiet) well.. So... where's your wife ?

He pointed to the his wife who is queuing up on the other line. Actually the queue wasn't that long to start with, im next after this girl in front of me..

me : oohh..family day huh ?
stranger : yea..happy day !( cheeky smile )

i think he heard me wrongly..hahahaha..

stranger : so you see, the thing now is everyone is nicely queueing up and no one grumbles, but at home you blame when dinner is not ready yet..why did it take so long, isnt it ?

me : ( its like the same question repeated again..how? how?..) eerr..well..at home you get to rest nicely on your comfy sofa and wait, here you have to stand and wait maybe..

stranger : hhmm hhmm...( cheeky smile )

me : smile back ( FUCK..i dunno what am i talking about also..wuahahahahhaaa...)

Lucky its my turn to order...

stranger : so this is your supper ?
me : eerr..dinner actually
stranger : oohh..

(silent)... it supposed to be actually from the start !

me : have a nice day sir
stranger : enjoy your meal ( looking at my ordered food all the while )

Funny encounter again..hahaha...

Sunday Morning Bluesss

"Told you before, nothing is 永远或是你想它怎样它就会如你所要得那样！！ 也告诉过你，没有人会记得你所做过或所付出过的。每一个人都只会记得你所犯过的错，但你的好，只有自己懂。。。每一个人都有自己该走的路，当他们选择了自己的道路，就不会想再回头想起从前了，只有那些不能前进的人才会永远在原地踏步，还在怀念从前。记得，爱你该爱的人而不是逼人家听你的一切。不要强求，也不要为此不开心！！ 好好过个充实的生活吧。。。。。"

quote this from a friend's friendster blog comment post.

Sometimes, or many times, i try to prove the phrase above incorrect, or not neccessary...but after a few rounds, i admitted. People do changed. Be it for better or worse.

I find myself moved on too fast. Sometimes i wondered, was it me moving on too fast or im forced to move on. Funny how people connect, disconnect and reconnect. Everything takes both side to work, if the chemistry is not there anymore, its not there anymore then :) the more you try to make it happen, the more you are faking it.

Things are always like that. Sometimes you know you are happy, and sometimes you know you can be happier. Try to find your best ways to ease and cheer yourself up when you are unhappy, try to take a step back and look and everything will be okay. Just try your best and the rest will be destined.

I tend to get things that i don't really want, or need. Be it attention, affection, caring, friendship, sex, work, business etc.I back out when i face these. But things that i really wanted is always not in my luck..hahahaha... I can't make everyone else satisfied, i can't make everyone to enjoy what i like, and i don't plan to also. I am mine..hahahahaha

Life is soooo short....you search, you wait, you found, you lost, you get, you fail, you fall, you tried, you enjoyed, you been through, you believe, you knew, you forget, you hate, you pissed, you fucked, you earn, you learn, you trust, you were....

Glimpse of Horror and Hope

17 march. My PC ...crashed...all my stuffs since melbourne...gone...

You see, shit happens. I always know that. I even had a small little signboard i bought from Melbourne written "shit happens" ..and it always happened on the most unexpected time, the very time that you fucking dunwan it to happen.

I need to hand up 2 projects by the next day when this happened, and was totally devastated. The selected working files were all corrupted.. Try to format my pc and my RAM just chose to spoilt on the same time..formatting were corrupted halfway..cant even boot.I felt like crying..almost wanted, but then i felt stupid. I left everything there just like that, planning to go out for a break, get a beer, or maybe get myself drunk, not wanting to think about anything anything....

Was on my way out when i got a call. We talked...blurted out all our problems and situations...i felt much better.. Was still driving and wandering around when my fatty called, offering to help. I feel relieved. Then my bro called, or i called him, i forgot. And he offered to help with my crashed harddisk.

My bro came back earlier just to help out. Spent the whole night analysing and operating the whole CPU, asking for help from his friend from time to time. Finally i see the glimpse of hope when all my files are recovered. It was almost 3 by then. Went over to fatty's place and relieved to find out the work half done. We worked till morning and managed to get everything in time for submission.

So..i didn't get myself a break that night..haha

Am using my bro's laptop now as my pc is still in "operation".

Thanks dude for the call ya. You know who you are :)
Thanks fatty who helped so much, but then you memang should..hahaha :)
Thanks alot to my lil bro who helped me so much when i fucking need a help. I know that "chee cheong fun" is not enough to show my appreciation..hehehe :)

Rich

Today i met a "fortune teller" by coincidence..or rather they planned it.
She looked at me, concentrated stare..kinda ..hhmm..scary..well, i didn't know she knows how to fortune tell until in the end.

She said quite alot. Quite true some of them..hahaa..But i like her first phrase.
"you know, you will be rich by the age of 27"

That made my day..wuahahhahaa..

She taught us quite some ways of face-telling.But this is the only one i remembered. Put ur 2nd and 3rd fingers in between ur eyebrows..if it fits nicely 2 fingers in between, you are usually destined to be rich.

Faster go try that !!!!! hahahahahahaha...and don't blame me if it doesnt !

think too much

Quite alot of good things happened these days, these weeks..this year tilll now..

Learned a lot, heard alot, made quite some new friends, made some deals, got some jobs, found vocalist, found my passion ...all is good, yea..its all good.

But yet..something is missing, Slowly seeing the distance and difference from them, maybe it was a mistake i guessed, after all.

I miss them, i dunno if they do, maybe they don't. Don't really blame also. Friendship takes 2 sides to clap.

Maybe this will carry on and will slowly faded off from my mind, maybe i will be happier, maybe they do to.

Maybe im still that sensitive and emotional guy like said. I don't deny, but i learnt.

Sometimes i wonder, where do i belong ?

Maybe life is like that..maybe i think too much again.

Blur

why do you call someone blur ...a blur sotong ???

give me 10 reasons !!! hahahaa..